The Sight of Faith
Imagine living ninety-four years on this earth without ever seeing a sunrise, the face of your mother, the petals of a rose, or the smile of a friend. For Frances Jane Crosby—universally known as Fanny Crosby—this was not a tragedy to lament, but a sovereign gift from God. By the time of her death in 1915, this remarkable woman had composed more than 8,000 hymns, providing the English-speaking church with more enduring songs of faith than almost any other writer in Christian history.
A Doctor's Error and a Mother's Faith
Fanny Crosby was born in Southeast, New York, in March 1820. At only six weeks old, she contracted a mild eye inflammation. In the absence of their regular physician, a traveling practitioner applied hot mustard poultices to the infant's eyelids. The severe treatment scarred her retinas, permanently blinding her. When her father died shortly thereafter, Fanny was raised by her pious mother and grandmother.
Rather than permitting Fanny to sink into self-pity, her grandmother sat with her daily, teaching her to observe nature through touch, scent, and sound, and helping her memorize long passages of scripture. By age ten, young Fanny could recite the entire Pentateuch, all four Gospels, the Book of Proverbs, and the Song of Solomon from memory.
At age eight, Fanny penned her first poem—a testament to the joy that would define her entire life:
"O what a happy soul am I,
Although I cannot see;
I am resolved that in this world
Contented I will be.
How many blessings I enjoy
That other people don’t;
To weep and sigh because I’m blind,
I cannot, and I won’t!"
The Afternoon at Phoebe Knapp's Mansion (1873)
In 1873, Fanny Crosby was visiting the Brooklyn home of her close friend, Phoebe Palmer Knapp. Phoebe was an accomplished musician, singer, and the wife of Joseph Fairchild Knapp, founder of the Metropolitan Life Insurance Company.
Phoebe had just had a magnificent pipe organ installed in her drawing room. As the two women visited, Phoebe sat at the keyboard and played a spirited, joyous melody she had recently composed. Turning to Fanny on the sofa, Phoebe asked:
"Fanny, what does that tune say to you?"
Fanny listened closely with her head tilted, her heart captivated by the rhythm and warmth of the chords. Without hesitation, she replied in spontaneous verse:
"Which? Why, it says:
Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
O what a foretaste of glory divine!
Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood."
Phoebe quickly jotted down the lines. Within a few moments, the remaining stanzas flowed from Fanny's inspired heart, perfectly marrying the uplifting tune with the unshakable certainty of salvation in Christ.
The Theology of Assurance
In the late 19th century, many churchgoers struggled with spiritual anxiety, wondering whether they were truly secure in God's grace. Fanny Crosby's hymn provided a vibrant, scripture-saturated antidote. Rooted in Hebrews 10:22 ("Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith"), the hymn celebrates the believer's present spiritual realities:
- A Foretaste of Glory: Heaven is not merely a distant future destination, but a divine reality whose joy breaks into our present trials.
- Perfect Submission: True spiritual rest comes not from striving, but from yielding all control to Christ.
- Visions of Rapture: While Fanny's physical eyes saw only darkness, her spiritual vision beheld angels descending with whispers of love.
A Life Devoted to Rescue Missions
Despite writing thousands of popular hymns, Fanny Crosby lived a life of deliberate simplicity. She never accepted royal fees for her songs, giving away most of what she earned to inner-city rescue missions in New York City, including the Bowery Mission and the Water Street Mission.
She spent countless evenings in crowded rescue halls, embracing alcoholics, comforting orphans, and praying with destitute men and women. To the downcast of New York, she was not a famous celebrity hymnwriter, but "Aunt Fanny"—a tender friend who pointed everyone to the Savior.
"The First Face I Shall Ever See"
Once, a well-meaning clergyman remarked to Fanny, "I think it is a great pity that the Master did not give you sight when He showered so many other gifts upon you."
Fanny smiled and replied with characteristic conviction:
"Do you know that if at my birth I had been able to make one petition to my Creator, it would have been that I should be born blind? Because when I get to heaven, the first face that shall ever gladden my sight will be that of my Savior!"
When Fanny Crosby passed into glory at the age of 94 in 1915, her tombstone in Bridgeport, Connecticut, bore the simple, beautiful testimony of her most famous hymn: "Blessed Assurance, Jesus is mine." You can find and sing this beloved hymn in Sacred Songs and Solos (Hymn #874).